{Revelation 1:17} "Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. . . . {verse 4} "Nevertheless, I have this against you, that you left your first love. Remember therefore from where you have fallen: repent and do the first works. . . .
In this "revelation," Christ is saying to me, I was your First love and I am your Last love. I am forever with you.
NEVERTHELESS, abandon your SELF to my Will and my sovereignty.